wild one

the fire in your eyes
and passion burning in your soul,
that swept me off my feet ..
now almost loosing control,
I don't want to live in lies

I want to touch and hold you
and yet, just to watch you be free
living happy your life
the way you want it to be
around me or not, I can do all for you

no taming in mind,
my fascination you hold
and not because you are wild one
or woman or bold,
I see you fair and kind

P.S.
and very beautiful ;)

If I cared less

If I cared less, I would have asked why,
but not to understand the facts ...
Why is there silence, not even a goodbye,
what was so horrible about my acts?

I would have asked the thousand questions,
thrown out the bricks inside my throat ..
I'd ask some more and build up tension,
again I'm rowing on an empty boat.

And If I cared less, I would be mad right now,
but not with you, with me, that I believed ..
And yet, I care, and knowing this somehow,
that I'm a fool, in love, just a relief.

One thing left, to thank you, dear,
the Freeman's soul I saw inside of you,
and now in silence, one thing is clear,
reminded me that I'm a Freeman, just like you.

Bittersweet

Bittersweet this one will be for me,
a taste that haunts me even in my sleep.
A taste of lips, of flesh and sin.
Desire overwhelming from within.

They said that time will teach,
and that regrets will go away.
They said that we will grow with it.
We live to see a better one, everyday!

a pair

I have a pair of eyes,
but those fell victim to your sight..
Also a pair of ears,
but they don't listen to friends' advice!

I use a pair of lungs,
but air is hard to pump inside.
Just like the two parts of my brain,
creativity and reason just collide.

I have a pair of hands
with those I held you oh so tight!
But with a pair of legs
for you was easier the flight...

I have one heart
and I gave it all to you
I need to grow a pair now
to get over all I put myself through!

Q&A part 2

"And darkness is dispersed by rays of light
 As smart considered is a stronger might,
 and not those answer seeking questions that we involve,
 to get to know ourselves the key is to evolve"


"Tell me what I need to know?"
- you looked at me and the determination grew
"Are you sure you want this path to follow?"
- I wanted to be certain, no involvement of any kind of brew!
"Yes, I am. With none to loose for me the only way this is!"
- with settled and decisive voice you shared.
"And yet, you're not! Do you know what the purpose of this freedom is?"
- crawling, getting near to the truth to be declared
"The meaning to be free, in choice and mind, and all that I can see?"
- You guessed, as certain in your worlds as shooting rabbits in the dark
"False. You 'can' see it all. This freedom is not from borders free!"
- I stared and backed off a bit after that angry remark
"Then, do tell me. Share your knowledge and help me live."
- with humble and less eager voice this time.
"First of all, you should learn how to yourself the love to give."
- I stated knowing that this feeling wasn't mine..

A pause, like from a process the result was gonna be compiled,
and step by step none's createful thinking can be vialed.
A short glance at me, trying to contain that knowledge hungry thirst.
"To love the others, I need to learn to love myself first!?!?"

- With pride I stood still for the shortest moment.
"This is the first of many coming steps, but your on it!"

Q&A part 1

"A freedom to create ..
 A freedom to degrade!
 A freedom as a state of mind ..
 A freedom that we shall seek and maybe find!"
                                     
"And why?"
- you asked a hasty question.
"Because we're all fools!"
- claimed I, without a hesitation.
"What?! Fools you say?"
- surprised, but not so much.
"Yes! Fools! The blindest kind!"
- was going for the understanding touch..
"No! That can't be true"
- mistrusting and not blinking eyes stared at my feet.
"I'm sorry, but it's everyone, not only me and you"
- composure was for me as hard to keep.
"But I wanna be free.. I waited all my life for this!"
- a humble tear fell down on your cheek.
"But you're not ready .. none is for the abyss"
- I felt like my heart was the one drowning in the creek...

A long gasp, followed by a shorter one - for air
the truth was for this creature too hard to bear.
But then, of nothing came a determination on his face..
"Fool or not! I want to be free and thus help save my race!"

"Tell me what I need to know?"
- you asked and the determination grew.

Totally Inspired

I'm sitting on this desk
and being totally inspired!
The heart beats steady in my chest,
I feel so warm inside,
am I on fire?

And lust and passion,
being all away from you
are not required..
But in the same fashion
is that I knew,
that all my bad feelings have expired!

So all that's left to do now
is just to love and to create
'cuz with you, my muse, somehow
seem that I have found my mate!

Love

Like every day I wake up with a smile.
For Love to grow inside a heart it takes a while,
but in the end it fills it full, just like a potion - vial,
and all the dreams are elevated to that paradise isle!

'Cuz Love in life is not just a simple trial,
it should be felt with body, soul without denial!

It sticks and burns inside the chest,
until you see the loved ones, you can get no rest!
With every heart beat it wants to be expressed,
those Love and feelings should all get undressed!

'Cuz Love in life is not a simple test,
it should be the purpose of your beings' quest!

i Love You

I still love you,
as I always did!
I loved you as a boy,
when I was just a kid..

Before I saw you,
I loved the dream about your smile!
And then I met you,
my heart stopped for the longest mile!

And when I spoke to you,
the puzzle solved it's tiles.
Now I'm all away from you,
but there is no denial!

I love you
and that I'll always do!
Before I fell in love with you,
for life I had a different view.
But after loving you,
my heart cannot be sad and blue!
Because my love for you,
it will be always, endless, true!

Life is hard, but worth the while

Every morning we wake up
maybe with an a$s up
or a happy smile
And in the evening when we lie down
it could be next to a loved one
or alone, in denial
This is not just a change of cycles
or a brawl of the mind
Life is hard, but worth the while
when you acknowledge all that you find!

Artists

they are here
and they breathe our air
their minds are clear
and their love is never bare
with humble muse
can never greatness be ensnared
in strive for more
they give us help and care!

some paint us pictures
others move our hearts with lyrics
mc's deal rhymes
while writers stream it
and all the art that flows around
from them to us, of sky to ground
is all to and for humans found
through art we elevate our souls unbound

they show us dreams of better days
of stronger loving, righter ways
the art is free of simple nays
and artists should get nothing short of yays
because without them
life would be disastrous
in humble bow
I stand before you, my Masters!

Anabolmarine

From the racks I come with my trusty stim;
Reactors pump our numbers to the extreme.
Supported by the medivac’s healing stream,
I march on for the Terran dream.

The lab will give me my so needed shield,
so I’m not worried when I go onto the field
while our workers continue minerals to yield,
all around us our enemy’s blood gets spilled.

When dropped I don’t stop the harrass
I inject my stim and start shooting fast;
and even when my live will pass,
another Anabolmarine will fill the mass.

With Marauders and Medivacs we own the land
and many players scream MMM should be banned,
because a lot of drops they don’t withstand;
well, Anabolmarine is just a deadly brand.**

** Authors Econael and Moe, two Starcraft 2 fans :)

Time span..

Sometimes I spend days thinking of the past,
thought with time I would be free at last
from this love I have for you so vast,
but everytime I think of you the feeling is recast..

Sometimes I spend days planning my future,
adventures and meetings or just a walk in the nature,
devising my life to contain all kinds of a mixture,
but then I realize I'm still looking at your picture.

Sometimes I just try living in the present
and I get from life these feelings so pleasant
and then I realize I'm gonna be a live-long student,
because in enjoying my life I wanna be fluent!

Yesterday I decided to live in the now.
I know my past and looked into my future how?
And you should not judge me under that lowbrow,
because living my live as I please is my vow!

the Universe

What is the Universe without the stars
it's like a tourist street without the bars
it's like a shopping mall without bazaars
and like a parking lot without any cars.

What is the Universe without the galaxies,
it's like a coffie shop without the hippies,
it's like a military base without the sentries,
and like a crazy-house without eccentrics.

What is the Universe without us humans,
it's like a hell without the demons,
it's like a tribe without the shamans,
and just like a relationshipt without a romans.

The Universe is like a coastal road and winds,
and even so vast, we can squeeze it in our minds,
and when exploring it, we share our finds.
The way to go - unite the Universe and all it's kinds!

Wisher

Wisher is my middle name,
I wish for money, women, fame,
the course of action to reclaim,
with a wish to change and still stay the same.

We wish for power - to make us strong.
We wish for health, the happiness to prolong.
We wish for wisdom, to find where we belong.
We wish to have it all, and its oh so wrong.

So wishes are like stripped dreams..
No sense of passion, urgency or so it seems.
Some kind of hollowness from them just streams...
Fulfilling wishes will always take you to extremes!

But is a wish just so bad, in fact?
And aren't wishes what keeps us intact?
They are not just to ourselves a pact...
'Cuz wishes have on our world the greatest impact!

Candy

One sunny day I realized
and I was honestly surprised,
that all the candy plans that I've devised
can come true without being theorized!!!

I wondered why is that a fact
and was it getting candy just a simple act?
Next all my plans I ransacked
to find how the sweetness to extract!

A simple truth is what I found,
that sweets are out there, all around,
and life is actually just a candy ground,
'cuz candy, sweets are all to women bound!

Now I can free my sweet tooth,
put a smile on my face, enjoy my youth,
and I don't need to be hiding in a booth,
'cuz I LOVE CANDY, and that's the truth!

Dreams

Dreams at night or in the midday,
dreams of love or just a better way,
dreams of a carrier, family or nay,
with dreams is life simply easier to play!

Dreams of any form, intention
travel everyday through my station,
lend a hand in my forward motion,
and always leave me with an option.

And some dreams are private, passionate and silent,
while others public, rude and violent,
but they are all filled with a self-intent,
unlike the greater mind's dream of an united movement.

In dreams, we people, loose days and hours,
and dreams can make you buy a woman flowers,
or even build until the sky some towers,
'cuz dreams give us earthlings enormous powers!!!

Alone or Together?

A new, but familiar feeling arises,
with no room for failure or surprises,
the dawn of a new age arrives,
to settle all our dreams and drives.

Some say that the knowledge is within,
just open your mind to let it in,
but for me that's just the yin,
'cuz yan is seeking it everywhere else for the win.

And in life we all have a different way,
to cope with problems or the joy of the day.
Sometimes we can let our goals astray,
but in the end we all our dreams obey.

And we are all capable and strong alone,
but the loneliness is a burden heavier than a stone.
That's why we don't need just a clone,
but a society, strong and united, like a backbone.

Walk Forward

I'm here, standing at the point of no return.
Ahead the road is hard, but fun to learn.
And don't get stressed even for a heartburn,
'Cuz in the end we all wind up in a casket or an urn!

Begin each new day with a smile,
'Cuz life's a puzzle and you are just a tile.
And happy thoughts can make it worthwhile,
But in the end it's all depending on your style!

And take each further step with your head high!
Be true to friends and wave your enemies goodbye.
'Cuz hate and envy are never of a short supply,
that's why just ground them to elevate yourself into the sky!

But every beginning has also an end..
The whole fulfillment is on a subjective extend.
And there is never a good enough reason to pretend,
'Cuz in the end we are all in a need of lover or a friend.

Hero

Long time ago and in a different age,
there was a hero using battlefields for stage,
to pass his skill, release his rage,
his sole purpose the evil to engage.

He was a simple man with noble heart.
For him the fights were equal to art.
At early age his quest did start,
and never was he from sword and shield apart.

He battled monsters and slayed dragons,
escorted kings and baron's wagons.
And saved each damsel in distress.
And never did it just to impress.

He was the common man's last hope,
the praising bards considered him as 'dope'.
He rarely could get his hands on soap,
but his soul was purer than that of a pope.